Rosa. 17. Striving for perfection.

Other people: Wow Insanity is hard! I was sweating loads!
Me: *so unfit that I throw up seven minutes into fit test*

Why do I eat so much fucking bread? I’m like a disgusting bread pig. Fucking crappy carb so many calories and makes me bloat like a sumo.

I’m gaining weight while eating under 600kcal per day. This is indescribably unfair.

I always forget that my knees ache when I restrict until it happens.

Lost another pound, that makes it 7lbs this week. 

Purged around 10 times.

Didn’t cut at all.

Going to call it a success I think, aside from purging.

Should be pleased but I have a fat face and neck from the vomming.